After long thought, yeah i not going to blog i guess..
Is better to keep a diary or what. At least i can write off anything that is on my mind with no disturbance. I wouldn't care about anyone.
My idea, my thinking, my feeling, way complicated to understand. And i just can't vent everything on this bloody blog.
I don't need anyone to give me an advice. This is my life. And as i say, who should i care. I am living only for me. So off you go. Out of my world. I fucking pissed with all of this. Help?? Forget it...
FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!Someday, i will leave all of these..
I am so tired being a female. I mean male is better than female. Althought i may not be correct, but is my point of view.
-When male and female become fat, they can workout to go back shape. But for male, they can work harder and lose fat in the same time achieved a muscular body. And it not that bad. But for female, if we want to lose fat fast, we also cannot work too hard. Otherwise, we will get a bulky body. And it doesn't look too good if we are muscular, right??
-Male can earn more money than female. And some jobs require great physical strength. Do we have it??
-Both male and female can go shopping and there is no adavntage for us female too.
-Compare a male with pimple face and a female with pimples face. Who is at a disadvantages??? The answer is female. Girl will still want a boy with pimple but will a boy want a girl with pimples??
-Girl have bust and have to spend money buying bras. Wearing bras isn't that comfortable especially in a hot day. But why male don't have it. They will never understand what we goes through. All they like is that bloody bust.
-Females also have to goes through giving birth. No males will understand the pain. During this period, they lose their shapes. And some bloody assholes guy will have an affair outside.
-And the every month thing is a nuisance. Not only it waste money buying all the pads, it destroyed our moods, sometimes pains occur, no water activities and worse if it leak and people will be laughing.
-When we married, we will no longer be living with our parent. Worse case if had to live with the in-laws. If we can't get along, can we just go back and live with our parent? Yes, divorce. So what the used of getting married. And guys who are working outside will complain we are the ones giving problems to them. Why not they tried being a housemen and stay at homes doing all the chores and get along with our parent.
They never understand us. Or maybe deep enough. I hate being a woman. All those toturing things. WOMAN SUCK
i feel so out of this world... There seem no connection between me and this bloody world. Nothing link us together.. My friends seem to had changed. Or maybe that is me alone that is changing.
I feel so weird. If only i could end all this..
Today i told a lie.
Just not to worry them..
I run away from fact.
All i know i am sad.
I try everything to hide the truth...
Today was joe's birthday. Happy birthday. =D
Anyway my godfather bought me magazines to read. Hmm i was never into magazine but that magazine he bought was nice. All those clothing, tips, i love it. Thank you =)
Mummy bought soya milk give me. Hahaha i love soya milk. It really good for me. Especially when i am a girl. It is good for neh neh. That what internet say. ^^ By the way, i read up on some book that soya milk help in sex. Haha i wonder it is true?
I am feeling terrible this moment. My rash is back. And this time, worse!! My whole body is filled with itchy red dots. =( I can't help to scratch it. And everytime i do, it hurt more and more. How long can i still take it?? =[
I am bloody fucking itchy now. I feel like using a knife and peel off all red dot!! This is gonna killed me..
I hate it!!!!! Rashes you fucking off my body!!!! Go ass with ur red dots!!
My foot still a lot. Especially the ankle... Did i sprain it???
Ouch Ouch =(