I am so happy. Didn't online these few days because i went to hospital. But i am not happy because i went hospital but i am happy because i can go back to school in 2 or 3 weeks time. But it still depend on my body. If it gets better fast, i can go back to school fast!!! Hurray =D
Now have to rest and rest. Althought i still can't run or played sport or do a lot of things, i can at least study and try to make it to sec 4. ^^
Anyway i still feel guilty. A lot of things had changed thank to me. I look at my parent, i felt i owe them. Never had felt so guilty before. Yet there nothing i can do to improve the situation. I must treat them well from now onwards. I swear i am not going to be foolish again. I will work hard for my parent, for me and ..... Be a good girl and never worried them again. (Trying my best..)
By the way, my mother's birthday coming!!!!!!!! Just 3 more days. I had already decided what to give her. A handmade with love birthday card and a SiewChin's VIP card!!! Haha this VIP card is a long term free massage card. So i will massage my mother for as long as she wants. Althought a bit childish but is from my heart. Because see her so tiring, so poor thing, my heart pain. So i will massage her and make her comfortable! Haha i am so clever =)
These few months, i see her take care of me, i so touched. We had become more bonded. I feel that i had take things for granted and never treasure what she had given to me. By this time, she already can rest but because of me... Althought i gain a more bonded kinship, i lost the time we used to be and causing her to work hard again...
So sorry to my beloved. I will never take things for granted and treasure it more.