Monday, June 29, 2009
I am so happy. Didn't online these few days because i went to hospital. But i am not happy because i went hospital but i am happy because i can go back to school in 2 or 3 weeks time. But it still depend on my body. If it gets better fast, i can go back to school fast!!! Hurray =D
Now have to rest and rest. Althought i still can't run or played sport or do a lot of things, i can at least study and try to make it to sec 4. ^^
Anyway i still feel guilty. A lot of things had changed thank to me. I look at my parent, i felt i owe them. Never had felt so guilty before. Yet there nothing i can do to improve the situation. I must treat them well from now onwards. I swear i am not going to be foolish again. I will work hard for my parent, for me and ..... Be a good girl and never worried them again. (Trying my best..)
By the way, my mother's birthday coming!!!!!!!! Just 3 more days. I had already decided what to give her. A handmade with love birthday card and a SiewChin's VIP card!!! Haha this VIP card is a long term free massage card. So i will massage my mother for as long as she wants. Althought a bit childish but is from my heart. Because see her so tiring, so poor thing, my heart pain. So i will massage her and make her comfortable! Haha i am so clever =)
These few months, i see her take care of me, i so touched. We had become more bonded. I feel that i had take things for granted and never treasure what she had given to me. By this time, she already can rest but because of me... Althought i gain a more bonded kinship, i lost the time we used to be and causing her to work hard again...
So sorry to my beloved. I will never take things for granted and treasure it more.
&&christabel
9:49 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I am so tired...
&&christabel
8:41 PM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Went out yesterday but not to celebrate father's day. I wanted to go Kinokuniya. Fuck lah!!! Found the book i want but cost more than $20++ and need to order. Heartbroken lah....
Walk around at Liang Court... And there have this really cool shop... Cosplay shop. =D The dress and shirt plus skirt is damm cool!!!!!!!! Real emo type de lor. But is cute like those anime. So i make a decision. When i grow up, hope when i just turned 18 years old, i can have a photoshoot. ^^ Of course need a lot of money lah but i slowly earned lor. Haha always dream to wear those clothing!!!!!!!
I am a stupid, blur, idiot girl!!!! Can you believe i actually forgot to top up my phone credit and it have been expired!!!!!!!!! Fuck me lah inside still got $80++ and it just gone... What more?? I only realised it today while it had been expired for more than 5 days... Argh!!! How stupid can i be... $80 plus lor.. I also xin tong...
I am stupid!!!!!!!! Stupid!!!!!!!!! I am so blur. My money...
&&christabel
1:48 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Father's Day coming... As usual, i never get anything for him. It is always the same. My father gets nothing but my mother gets something. I am biased.. Haha..
I am so so bored.... I looking forward to shopping. I had so many things i want to buy. Most importantly, girl stuff!!! Haha=D
Rashes still the same. So not bothering to talk about it.
Looking for some good books to read. I really in the mood to read and read and read... Now looking for 2 books. Just not in the luck to borrow it. Wanted to buy one books. Check out popular but i just can't find. Got to go orchard to look for it. Someone say orchard got a very big bookstore. Hope to find what i want...
Life is always the same...
&&christabel
10:42 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I had a haircut... I really missed my hair. Only tell the hairdresser to make it not so thick and in the end, i lose about 3 to 5 cm. Now like so short lah.
Althought is lighter, but i still feel last time is better. Now?? Shoulder length again....
Shouldn't had listen to my mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It took me months to had my hair to grow!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now my hair a bit curly liao. Born curly so go reborn. Now cut le become curly!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want my hair back ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
&&christabel
7:34 PM
Haha =D Anyone miss me?? I am really bored so i used the computer again. And because today was lucky??? I only took 4 times to switch on the computer, 2 times restarting the computer and 1 time hitting the monitor. Haha is already counted not bad as normally i would took hours just switching on the computer..
My rashes are horrible.
It is worse than last time. More itchy and red. So i really cannot tahan but to scratch it. I did try to control by using calamine lotion my mum bought to stop the itch but no use. Used brewed tea my mum make to cured it but to no avail. And finally i used ice to numb it but only for 1 to 2 hours..
Really very hideous now. My skin all broken. Dots of blood.. Skin also very rough liao..
No choice so went polyclinic see doctor. Doctor like scare or what. Only give to medicine to eat and say if the medicine no used, then must go hospital the next day.. Siao lor. See you because want you to cured me mah. So no used then see for what... Waste time and money. I also not having fever or cough...
Althought the medicine did stop the itch, but is not totally.. But because i not so rich, i haven't go hospital lah. Finish my medicine and if no effect then go hospital..
I really hate rashes....
&&christabel
6:30 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
Finally get myself to blog again. I was very lazy to on that bastard computer. Always break down when i want used. Forget it, i am living well without it. Well... I guess this might to the last post for these few weeks. I give up switching on the computer. Anyway computer make me stupid...
Second breakout!!!!!!!!! Rashes came back again. Just today.. I hate rashes. Never had it before and now?? Twice in a year... So red and itchy.. Blame it on the ass weather... So hot making me having rashes. I swear i am going to earn lots of money and buy an air-conditioner. My father was partly to blamed. Changed house, and there goes my air con... Just hope rashes with get better again...
My pimples was kinda of weird. My mom had a dream. Dreaming this black weird pimples of mine become real big with hair growing out of it. Sooo i become the victim.. My mom helped to squeeze and poke and do lots of things to it. All equipment like needle, cotton buds, hot water and metal stick was in the used...However, the black stuff didn't come out and what come out is blood. Lots and lots of blood. But i didn't care lor. Not in the mood.. So in the end, we had no choice to leave it alone..
And today??? I actually squeeze that black things out without pain.. I must admit. It was big and black and HARD??!! Anyway is much better now. Lucky with that not bad skin i had...
Last important thing happened today. I had become the VIP of the toilet. Haha Congratulation to me. From morning until now, i had visited the toilet about 5 times le. I had a big big stomachache making me keep running to the toilet. Wonder what had i eat wrong. Nothing what... But still can't stop the pain and using the toilet... The time i spent there is longer than the time i eat or used computer lah...
Whatever lah... Hope every unlucky thing will stop and turn to good bah. Maybe not going to blog for weeks because i got real important things to care. So take care everyone. Love you=D
&&christabel
5:00 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Uploaded some pictures... Skip it if you want lah. Not important anyway..
See my pimples??
My bolster!!!!!!!!!
Just wake up from my afternoon nap... 
SleepTime..
Some old pictures... 
Deng Deng Deng Deng... End of Gallery =D
Upload more pictures when i took more... So boring..
&&christabel
11:40 AM
Didn't update my blog again. I very lazy sia. Anyway my brother keep want play so i also cannot play. Today was feeling moody. Nothing happened so i am dead... After stepping on dog poo, thought will win 4D arh. But so so unlucky, no... I wasn't lucky after all.. Chat with two bestie..
Bored now~ I am feeling so dead...
&&christabel
10:55 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
So damm unlucky today!!!!!!!! Or rather too "lucky". Guess what?? I step on dog poo!!!!!!!!!! Freak whoever dog that left that poo poo around!!!!!!!!! So inconsiderate!!!!!!! Don't know how to clean poo poo then don't keep a dog lah. Or don't bring your dog out. Siao arh let your dog poo poo le then leave it around. Think you got free servant arh!!!!!!!! Make me step on it. One day you will step on your own dog poo poo!!!!!!!! So unhygenic!! This type of people must be punished!!! Because they just make several offences!!
Offence one : Leaving dog poo in public place ( unhygenic )
Offence two : Pollute public floor ( unhygenic! )
Offence three : Pollute someone 's shoes ( unhygenic!! )
Offence four : Never think of others ( inconsiderate)
Offence five : Selfess ( inconsiderate! )
For the above offences, he or she must be tortured with POO.
Ahhhhh idiot people!!!!!!!!!!
&&christabel
10:35 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Second Post..
Yozzzz Back to blog again... My mood is okay?? I guess. Anyway Olevel student today take chinese paper le. Yeah one subject done. Hope everyone taking O is doing fine. Especially to my second brother. Er kor!!! Must work hard arh. O need money de leh. Haha..
3 to 4 more weeks bah. I will be more busy and less blog le. Haha...Secret ^-^
&&christabel
10:24 PM
Don't know for why or what, givan is better now i guess. =D So happy. Taken a good time break bah...
Been dreaming about *** these few days. Aiyo... Don't know why suddenly will dream such thing. Since not going to think about it, should ban dreaming about it too. Haha
My life still the same. Happy-Go-Lucky. No stress nothing. All i want is to sleep and sleep... And eat. =P
Boring...
&&christabel
1:54 PM