Wasn't feeling good now.. Have this weird feeling.. It make me frustrated and giddy... Must be due to yesterday's night. I went to bed at 12 plus and i fall asleep at 3 plus. I just can't sleep. Don't feel well i guess. So thinking a lot of things. As usual, he appeared.. Blah Blah Blah just missed him. Anyway i was thinking about money almost the whole 3 hours. I wanted to pay my parents back the money they used to see doctor. So came up to this plan.
I will start working from september onwards. So in one months, i at least have to work 18 days with 8 hours per day. So in one months i will earn $504. By the end of this year, which left 4 more months, i will earn $2016. I going to pay my parents $150 per months. So in 4 months i will pay them back $600. Anyway i decided to buy a camera. So after buying camera, i hope i still left $1000 for next year so that i won't have to work too hard and concentrate on my study.
Anyway is just the beginning lah. Going work out a saving plan and control plan to save more money. Even though, i am not going let my study drop. I am going to study real hard too. For my future, for a better life next year, this year i just have to work hard. Friends around, will not neglect you all. I just work hard on sat and sun, i will have time on weekdays. Decided not to go into relationships anymore althought i never thought of giving up.
I believe in love but i don't trust guys. So just study and money is important now =D Argh!! I feel sick.. Damm it =(