Okay gotta blog now. Just upload some pictures of me super zi lian. What to do i am just tooo toooo bored. I am so tired. This medical problem of mine keep making me wanting to sleep. I wake up morning to have my breakfast and went back to sleep. After that around 2pm, went out and reach home around 5pm and i sleep again. So just now wake up to have my dinner and i was lying on my bed until now. Haha..
I don't like going out anymore. I just want to stay at home because even i go out, all the places i went is repeated. Ang Mo Kio, Toa Payoh, Bugis, Boon Keng, Serangoon, Kovan. It so boring. I just want to sleep and eat and sleep and eat. Live wasn't as great as last time. Where someone still love me, care about me... Keep message him but he just don't want to reply.
I really missed him. I haven't seen him for 28 days. It just felt like years. I still have to wait for months before i can see him. Is a terrible feeling.. Really want him back by my side. I want go back to last time where i still can talk to him, see him, go out with him and have all sort of fun i never had it before. I would never forget how we used to be.
On countdown, i actually stay overnight outside. So tired and i fell asleep on a bench at fort canning. Remember how he hug me and cover me with his legs and hands to keep me warm and protect me from mosquitos. Althought we both still get bitten badly in the end, never regret going countdown and stay overnight with him. That day, my shoes torn apart and i went home barefooted. Haha i actually walked around the road, street, shopping mall BAREFOOTED!!
I don't want to ask much from him. I just want him to talk to me even as friend i don't mind. Just treat me as a friend and talk to me. Chat around, talk about problem. Is enough. But what he is doing now hurt. Hurt deeply... Just what have i done wrong?? Is it wrong to love someone??