NOSE BLEED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Morning just wake up having toilet break when my nose was leaking red water!!! OMG is just like leaking water tap keep drip and drip and drip. My precious blood... I so ke lian liao still nose bleed. My red blood already not enough still nose bleed!!! Wasted so many blood on so many tissue paper. Even my blood hate me. Don't want to be with me. =(
So stuck a tissue paper into my nose and came online. So used to nose bleed liao... Just online when someone came talking to me. ^^ Ya he come with concern asking how am i. So reply i am fine so chat awhile on my problem. Then suddenly asked me a very very unexpected question. OMG!!! I can't believe what i heard. If only he ask that question earlier, ask that question around last year mid. Things won't happen. Maybe i won't be involved in this. Maybe i won't know him. Maybe we won't even start. Maybe i won't be missing him that much now.
What am i talking?? I never regret knowing him, never regret be with him. But is just... regret what i have done. Trust i guess. Trusting a someone, pinning my hopes on him. Fine...is over. I have already throw away all the trust on guys. They just didn't seem to be what they are seem to be.
Why am i so foolish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!