I told him that we shouldn't contact each other anymore. I feel that since i am not going to accept him, is not good to keep contacting him unless he can give up. I think is not fair to him.
Althought i like him to accompany me, is still not the right thing to do. So told him just now. I feel that i had hurt him. It doesn't feel good. I never liked to hurt someone's feelings. I am so weak in relationship. Soo soo weak. I am born this way. That's nothing i can do. Felt sad about it. I hope he is okay.
Hope he can find other girls better than me. I am not worth all this. Felt so sorry to him...