I am really really pissed. I have no idea why or how i feel this way. I am now soo soo frustrated!! Seeing all the things not what i want!!
I am really very hot. Been sweating and sweating sitting infront of the fan. What the fuck is this weather!!! Well i have consider. I will have a haircut soon. Make it not so thick. Ermm should i change my hairstyle?? Cut a more different ways. =D See first lah. One day when i really can't take it i will go for a haircut.
I am so confused. I like someone to accompany me and talk to me. But i just don't feel like talking to him. He just doesn't seem to be my type. I mean what time he sleep is not the same as mine. He seem to be... I have no idea. Start feeling this way since yesterday. Argh!! I don't know what i want. All i want now is peace. I want to be alone. Totally alone. I want to think craps. I feel i am weird. Thats something wrong with me.
I hate talking to strangers. Especially when i don't know how to say i hate talking to them. But i need to talk to them. I don't know what. Maybe i ... I have never like talking to people i don't know or i don't know well. Thats why i seldom make new friend. Unless that is a need. I mean i just want to talk to people i know well.
I feel like a freak. A freak i wouldn't want to be. Thats nothing wrong with me i guess. But why must i be talk to. Whatever it is i hate now.