It happen. He don't want me anymore. It hurt so much. He going to leave me. I don't know what to do. I try to forget but it is so difficult. Just keep coming back.. "Memories"... I want him but he don't want me anymore. It really hurt although i can feel he going to say it. It hurt a lot a lot a lot. I don't want to face it. The truth SUCKS!!!! I hate the world. I only do one wrong thing why must i lose everything.
Saying feeling disappeared. Why cant he keep it in a box and lock it tight. Why must it let it disappeared. You are my support and you just left. Without you how am i going to face it? How am i going to make through these? Everything seems right with you by my side. How you expect me to forgot all so easily.
I cant go out. Everyday facing walls and ceilings. Mind just run wild bringing the past to me. This time is harder. I cant cry. I cant let my family worry about me. I know at this stage of me have to me happy. But i cant. My eyes hurt a lot. It burnings.
Why cant life just end??!!