Having the thought i can have my family support. But i am wrong. Overheard them talking on the phone saying all the very bad things about me. Feel so sad so sad. Not going to talk about that here.
Wondering am i fortunate or not. They treat me good. But they didn't think good. Felt a bit that my family are actually despise me. Bringing shame to them.Sad sad sad. At that moment feel like dying.
Went some malay place saw some malay traditional thingy. Remember him saying will wear that and let me see during hari raya. Memories back...
I try to be brave and tell him the truth i still like him. He actually find another girl so soon. It hurt. Is he serious in me in the first place?? Maybe he is just toying around with my feeling... Heartbroken... Why cant my love be enough? Why must i still lose him...